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Monday, June 04, 2007
There are two tragedies.
 

George Bernard Shaw once wrote: There are two tragedies in life; one is to gain your heart's desire, and the other is to loose it.

As Hansel said to Gretel, drop these breadcrumbs so that together we could find our way home because losing our way would be the most cruel of things. This year, I lost my way.

And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate but losing your reason for the journey is a fate more cruel.

The journey lasted 8 months. Sometimes I traveled alone. Sometimes there were others that took the wheel and took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who had arrived. It wasn’t me at all.

And once you lose yourself, you have two choices. Find the person you used to be or lose that person completely.


Because sometimes you have to step outside of the person you’ve been and remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.


As far as I’m concerned, Shaw was a punk cause you know what?
Tragedies happen. What you gonna do, give up? No. Quit? I realize now that when your heart breaks you’ve gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Cause you are and that pain you feel, it’s life. The are confusion and fear, that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there something better and that something is worth fighting for.


George Bernard Shaw once wrote there are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your hearts desire; the other is to gain it. Clearly Shaw had his heart broken once or twice.



This year I got what I wanted and everything I wished for but in a way I lost even
more.


Shaw was right. As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our lives better.. money, popularity, we ignore what truly matters. The simple things like friendship, family, love. The things we probably already had.


So... Yeah, losing your hearts desire is tragic.
But gaining your hearts desire is all you can hope for.

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Friday, June 01, 2007
Lost in translation
 


[someone get me out of my mind, please.]

Sometimes I wish the world would take a moment to breathe.
Just pause for a few moments and take it all in, and breathe it out.

I know I'm caught in it, this whirlwind of hysteria and paranoia...
I know I'm in it, and just cant figure a way out of it.

No matter how much pulling and pushing and toggling i try to do, I seem to be stuck...
Stuck in this phase, stuck in this time, stuck in this mind...
Just stuck.

I don't know what to do, and I'm running out of smiles.

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Friday, April 06, 2007
Hello Blogger!
 

I have been away from quite some time huh?

It started when Blogger decided to go on beta, and I waited for them to openly allow everyone to have the option of doing so.

I refused to create another account simply because I liked my old template too much and so yeah...

I have been writing tooons of stuff in my skyblog though (some of it in french) and it's not like it made a huge difference.

Besides the option to customize everything, and put more than one picture in a pst, skyblog is a pretty neat place to blog, although they recently only allowed english blogs. Before, it was in french.

It has awesome features that make you create cool effects on your text, to compensate for the fact that you can only put either one video or picture per pst. NO HTML either. Dont know if its a good thing, or bad, you tell me. =)

ANYWAY, just to say, i might go back here, without abandoning my skyblog who grew on ,me.

CHEERS people.

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